I lost my precious phone... Although it is just 2 days old... but its very sentimental to me... cause its a gift from my hubby... its a gift that he have put his heart out to get for me... its a gift that don't come easy... Its a thought from him and I have move 500 msg from him one by one to the new phone... thus it still have the reminesince of the old phone... I lost all my contacts... I lost everything in the phone... I thought i can have more memorable memory with the new one... I thought its so nice that he is using the phone that I bought for him... and I'm using the phone he bought for me... yet I lost it...I should deserve 2 tight slap and let mi bang into the wall... My first bday gift from him... Mummy and daddy feel very heartach for him also... Money dun come easy... I think i must be born in outer space with no sense of alertness... omg... I feel so lost about it...

Hubby is right that I can't cry over spill milk... but i just can't help it... remembering how i lost the phone really make mi very heartach... i'm sure hubby feel the same way... its just that he dun wanna make mi feel worse that's y he says its nothing... how can it be nothing... the phone dun come cheap... no phone come cheap wat... and best of all... i dun know how to look after it... Hubby still say he is going to get mi another one... how can i ask him to buy another one when i'm the one who lose it? but that one wont have the same valuable meaning as the initial one he bought me... I feel so bad when hubby in turn to console me and tell mi its a very cheap phone... how cheap can it be... its still from ur hard earn money right... when he say he is going to get me another one... i feel even worse... how come he dun wanna scold mi for being careless... i might feel better... yet he in turn console me... when we are trap outside his house cos he forgot to bring his keys... he still console me with his stories of how he lost so many sentimental thing as well... he must feel bad as well... ARGH... I know its no use keep on saying sorry or apologizing... but i do feel very heart pain... i really very pain that the phone is missing... I havent even take my first picture with my hubby over that phone yet...

Decided that I'm going to buy exactly the same phone that he bought me... treat it as a small punishment for being so careless... No matter how similar the phone is... It is still not the original... Can the angel be kind enough to return me the phone... I really want the original phone back... I promise I'll take care of the phone... I promise I'll always keep it in a safe spot in my bag... I promise I wont complaint about hubby... I promise I'll do housework... I promise I'll be good gal and dun argue and complaint so much... Really I really will... please return the phone to me... please... (T_T) I'm even willing to pay any amount just to redeem back my phone... That person is so cruel to take the phone away... its just a phone return to me I'll get u a better one in return...

Maybe its a sign to tell me that if i dun cherish hubby then he might be like the phone... lost... hur... *shake head* have to be positive... When something is lost... it means that I'll gain another thing in no time... aiya it doesn't help... i'm drowning in a sense of lost...

It happen too fast that I can't even react... I'm just 10 steps out of the toilet and i remember my phone... when i go back its gone... how can the person be so fast... how come that person dun have the heart... how can she just take the phone like that... Am I dumb or what... how can i left it there and just leave?? Omg the feeling sux big big time... Just call me a dumb ass ok... i deserve it...